I think most of you know that I suffer from Depression and Anxiety. I need someone to talk to tonight, and I have no one. First of all I have been going to the same Dr. since moving to NH in 1994. She is very good, she is a PA. Well, when I developed this bad anxiety last May, she referred me to one of the MD's in the same office, she felt as though I was too sick and needed a DR. So I changed and see him now. He is really helping alot. We have developed a good patient -Dr. relationship. About 2 months ago, the PA's medical assistant called and wanted to switch me back to the PA. I said that I had a visit already with the Dr. and then I would talk to him about this switch, so I went in on Monday and talked with him about it, he said to keep seeing him and that I could use her for "woman's things. I said that would be fine and sched. another appointment with him for June. This same medical assistant called me again today wanting to know why I didn't sched. an appointment with the PA . She was very pushy about me changing, I told her that I discussed this with the dr. and he felt that I should keep seeing him, she said, no, I have rescheduled you. I am very stressed over this. I don't like being told what to do. I talked to my kids and they agree with me that I should keep seeing the DR. I feel so useless because I let that medical assistant talk me out of an appointment. I am going to call back tomorrow and reschedule my original appointment. I dont' like being pushed around. I feel that this is my decision. I am very upset tonight over this. I feel as though I am going to have an anxiety attack. I need to be in control of my life. I let people walk all over me. I am making alot of progress, but something like this, gives me a setback. I am so angry at myself. I know I will feel better tomorrow when I get my original appointment back.