I don't normally post here but I am feeling really down and stuck and I would just like a place to vent and may be receive some advice or just know hear I am not alone. Our little Princess is nearly two (6 weeks today) and is having the terrible twos and I am finding it so hard. I am a stay at home mum so when I moan I feel as if people are thinking. What is she moaning about it isn't that hard it isn't like she has to work as well. We go away in 4 days (again feel like people are rolling their eyes at me that I am being ungreatful that I am going away) but instead of just the excitement I have so much anxiety that I'm not sleeping well, it is making me sick and I just feel like a rubbish mum really. Has any one else felt/feeling like this? How did/do you deal with it? I am so lucky my mum and dad only live down the road and are such a great help but I don't want to rely on others all the time she is my daughter and I chose to have her I feel like I should deal with it and not just hand her over to any one else. DH is great but is also feeling very stressed with work and still dealing with the loss of his dad. Thank you if any one read all that it went on a bit but I do feel a bit better getting it off my chest at least.