I did it. It was POURING early this morning, but thankfully it slowed down and I was able to go to the hospital. I finally found someone who could tell me where to go. A nurse in the nursery was taking an infant down to get an MRI, poor little thing, and took me to the volunteer's office. The manager was a very nice lady and gave me some idea what would happen. She gave me a questionair to fill out and one page needs my doctor to fill out saying that I don't have the raunchy rot or am a nut case. OK an EXTREME nut case. After they check my references and do a background check they will ask me to come in and get a TB test and a MMR shot. Then I will have a 2 hour orientation on how to do things. Then I will get my own picture ID and a smock to wear over my own clothes. Oh and they call people who hold the babies "Cuddlers". Isn't that cute? Well, that was my morning. I feel better now. The worst part is over. Tomorrow afternoon I will go to my doctor and see if they can fit me in for 5 minutes. That's all it will take for him to fill it out. Then I can just drop it off at the hospital. So we'll see what happens next.