Well after planning our wedding for the last year we awoke to hear the horror on the news. Our wedding is in 23 days and than we are suppose to go to Disney and Universal for our honeymoon. Today we were suppose to get our marriage license but they closed the courthouse. I'm so worried about the family and friends we have flying in for wedding from all over the U.S. I can't believe what all the family members and friends of the victims at the Pentagon, Wtc, all the rescue workers and those helpless people on the planes are going through. Today I prayed and its been ahwile. I can't believe how selfish I feel worrying about our situation when the are so many people lost. All the wifes, husbands, fiances, children of people, friends and neighbors. It has really made me realize how small things like not getting all the small details done for this wedding and honeymoon don't matter as long as I have my loved ones. May those in crisis find comfort in knowing we are all thinking about them. We have not decide on what to do about our honeymoon. We are both very scared to fly. Especially two days after we start our life together. Also the threat of a terrorist of any kind getting in to a great all american happy place like Disney is not that far fetched. I hope that the next couple weeks helps us with our decision. For all of you that have decided you will be going, you have amazing courage, I envy you. Flying is scary for me on an given trip so in light of today my fear is overwhelming. The thought of cancelling the honeymoon of our dreams is so painful to think about. I just don't know if I can get on a plane going across the country. I feel like a coward but when I think of all the innocent people that were working,waiting for tours,eating in the WTC food court, shopping, or flying to their destinations and suddenly lost their lives......... I can't imagine.