We are a Disney family through and through. First there was Me, DH, DD and DS. Later it became all of us + daughter's boyfriend who actually shed tears of joy the first time he joined us one Xmas. Then DS worked at Epcot for 1 year and met his future partner, so vacations became all of us + 2 partners. We had wonderful times and memories. Sadly my husband of 31 years lost his 3 year fight with cancer this Summer. All through the 3 years we continued to vacation at WDW. I spent this August cancelling all of our upcoming ADR's and all travel plans. I then had to make a choice about the Xmas trip. Do we try to go without him this NYE as planned or cancel because it's too painful? We talked and are going. If we don't then we may never go again. It will be difficult, and there will be tears I'm sure, but we've got to try. Maybe you will keep us in your thoughts.