difficult time right now guys. I feel so embrassed to tell you guys that I have not been able to exercize the last few days. I am so consumed with the coverage on the war when i come home in the evenings that it feels wrong to pop that tape in over what's going on in Iraq. I know that sounds terribley stupid but it's true. Yesterday i came home and my nanny does'nt watch the coverage so the t.v was on perry mason or something and i just turned to cnn (3) and popped the tape in quickly over it and got 20 minutes in. But all weekend while i was at home i constantly watched and did'nt exercize but 30 minutes on saturday. I feel trapped by my own t.v. guys. Am i loosing it? Has this affected anyone else that uses tapes? When I heard sunday about them showing the marines that had past on t.v. i was so upset and that has affected my sleep at night. I am not the kind who can watch a scary movie but i'm consumed watching this scary t.v. most of the hours i'm at home. Crazy as it is i usually don't even get to watch much t.v. the triplets now have the t.v in our front room on there cartoons and i have the news on the living room. Usually they both just stay on the cartoons and i feel some guilt over that. I know I'm proabley the only one feeling this way but i have realized what i'm doing and how it's affecting my excerize and i just need to vent and try to correct this. I thought after a couple of days of keeping up with the coverage of this i would pull back some but that has'nt happened. I'm so worried about our men and women going in to baghdad right now that that's keeping me tuned in all i can. Do you guys know a good theripist.LOL I need to get back to my exercize and let some of this go it would probabley help with the stress of watching any of this on tv. Thanks for letting me air my problems here guys.