Welcome to our journey! thank you for you kind words...believe me we do give into those hard days, have a good cry and then pick ourselves up and more forward again step by step! yes we are going on the 18th with our friends (blessedmom4). do you have kids? ages? Megan is 11, would be fun to have someone for her to hang with at the pool other than her mom well my room does get messy too, its hard not too, try to clean it up each night unless I'm in the middle of something....have you checked out the scrapbook forum's here....we are under the Creative Community Forums and have lots of fun together!