My dad had a stroke Thursday morning. It was awful. He was totally paralyzed on the right side and couldn't speak. I found out Thursday evening that DH and I are pregnant with our first baby. Ever since then I feel just awful, full of anxiety. My dad is better, his speech is fully back and he can walk and move his right side again. He is still having fine motor skill deficits oh his right side (holding a pen or a fork) and some memory gaps. His sense of humor and and his stubbornness to get better are still there I'm worried about my mom who will be taking care of him because her life will never be the same and I feel like I can't do as much to help her because I'm taking care of this baby growin in me. And I feel guilty being excited for this baby. It wasn't supposed to be like this. I don't know what to do.