I love to eat. It makes me happy and I love to be happy. I would love nothing more than to be eating donuts right now probably half a dozen donuts, preferably Krispy Kreme. There is something else that makes me very happy, seeing the numbers move down on the scale. Unfortunately, the two things that make me happy are at odds with one another and that makes me very unhappy. The problem I have is the food is instant gratification and the weight loss takes time much more time then I would like considering the obsession with yummy food. I have tried all kinds of things .Weight Watchers- turns out I hate keeping track of things that closely. Plus I dont like trying to figure out how many points my home cooked meals are worth. Counting calories- See previous complaints about WW. I dont like to have to constantly think about how much each bite is worth, it makes my brain hurt just thinking about it. Weight Loss Program through my Dr. clinic- I am so bad about watching what I eat and wanting to eat whatever I want like some kind of spoiled brat that my daily weigh ins just show the same number or gasp an even bigger number. Now I am at my wits end Im just short of pulling my hair and I have no idea how to change. The weight loss counselor just tells me to find something else that makes me happy like a hobby or just to keep healthy snacks around and fill up on that so I wont be hungry and eat bad food. Its not even about hunger, if it was that easy it would not be an issue and besides who wants to eat carrots instead of brownies? Sheesh!! Im not even sure why Im writing this. I know all the rules of weight loss; I have been very successful at it in the past. I was in the Army so I know all about exercise and being in good shape. I even exercise now; not as often as I should but I still do it. I think I just needed to vent and find out if I am the only one who feels this way. I love all the DIS peeps and the support that can be found on the WISH board so thanks for listening to me!