an update from my last post

Discussion in 'Coping and Compassion' started by mommy2_3, Apr 12, 2013.

  1. mommy2_3

    mommy2_3 DIS Veteran

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    you can read my last post called being tested for cancer these past 3 years have sucked.

    well here is an update. my blood test all came back normal! yay! super happy for that. i still have to go for more bloodwork and another ultrasound before i leave for my trip. well me and my DH have been trying for another baby since my youngest was a few months old. like i said in my last post we have had 2 losses. one being a late loss. its been so hard. my first 4 pregnancies were text book perfect! i had preeclampsia one time, with my first. but that was at the end. he was born a day before his due date. otherwise everything was perfect. then well you can read my last post. to painful to type again. so here we are, still trying and everyone is getting pregnant. omg! i have 18 friends on facebook that are all pregnant. including my 2 sisters. one of my good friends just announced today she is pregnant. she tried for 2 months! we have been trying for 19 months. we got pregnant right away except with my first. my first took 13 months but i blame that on the birth control i was using before we started trying. i know this may seem like im just being a cry baby, and really it feels like it. but after 2 losses, esp. having my last baby die on my chest, there is nothing i want more than my last baby. the baby that will make our family feel complete. oh you wont believe how many people tell me oh just be happy you have 4. some people cant have any! and trust me when i say this, my children are my world! i love them so much and i feel so blessed every day i wake up to good morning mommy and lots of smiles! but i just feel empty.
     
  2. mommasita

    mommasita DIS VETERAN Moderator

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    Such good news!!!

    You don't sound like a crybaby at all. Pain and loss is what it is...
    Both my children were twins, and I lost one each time.. I had hard pregnancies, and I was advised not to try again... I ALWAYS wanted 3 children, but I never did try, I think the pain again would have been too much, not to mention that I had dangerous toxemia, so I know on that part of what you mean...

    It does seem like when we are trying EVERYONE is pregnant.. I hope and pray for you that it works out like you would like....

    When is your trip again? Oops I see it, 42 days.. OOH SO SOON>.....I hope it is magical for you and your family..:grouphug::flower3:
     
  3. mommy2_3

    mommy2_3 DIS Veteran

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    thank you! i am so sorry for your losses to. we are actually going on vacation during my fertile week. so i hope a nice relaxing fun vacation will do the trick!
     

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