Hi everyone, I almost feel guilty for asking, but I absolutely believe in the power of positive thought and have seen that thought do so much on this board. I know that there are so many others who need the prayer and pixie dust more than I....but I figured perhaps there may be some floating around for me... Nearly 3 weeks ago, my boyfriend/fiance of 8 years left me. He hadn't officially proposed yet, but we've talked for years that we wanted to get married when the time was right. We've had some issues lately, but I never in my wildest dreams thought they were enough to bring us to this point. Needless to say, I am absolutely heart broken. I left our apartment and am staying with my parents until I figure out where to go from here. I haven't really felt ready to make any sound decisions yet, but the one I made right away was cancelling our vacation to Orlando in September. We were going to go to Universal Studios for the first time ever after having been to Disney for years, and Seaworld, and Busch Gardens....places neither of us have never been. We were really excited and it really broke my heart to have to break those plans. I've toyed around with the idea of taking off to my happy place, Disney, on my own later this year to get some time away. But Disney was something we always did together, and even Disney right now makes my heart hurt. I've avoided this site ever since he broke up with me because it is almost unbearable to be reminded of him so strongly....especially when he is the one that introduced me to my love of Disney. We are both relatively young, still in our 20's, and so I know I have lots of time left to live and I'll find someone else and all the cliche' things everyone has been telling me....but right now, I still burst into hysterics every time I try to make myself accept how my life is changing. It has all been a blur and I can't believe it's almost been 3 weeks. Going on in my life without him terrifies me. Anyway, I'm sorry for blubbering for so long, if any of you can spare a little prayer and pixie dust for me, I'd sure appreciate it, these are some of the hardest days I've been through in a very very long time. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.