Very well said. I agree! OP, so glad you gave us an update. We've been wondering how you were doing and it's great to hear baby is doing so well. Love that your Dad is so excited! I'm sure your Mom is as well. Is it possible for you to tell your soon-to-be ex not to call you any more? I think you'll have a better chance at more "good" days if you stop listening to his delusional self pity. Just a thought. Take care and continue doing what your doing and take one day at a time.