mrsheppo
Mom to 11 and still partially sane
- Joined
- Mar 21, 2003
My brother died this last week. He was diagnosed as bi-polar many years ago and has suffered with poor health. The reports I have received were that he was driving and veered off the road and hit a tree. EMTs were unable to revive him. The reason I bring up the bi-polar is that the day he died was our late mother's birthday. Over the last few years, he has fallen into more of a depression over the deaths of our parents. He has repeatedly posted on Facebook how he wishes he could be with them.
I have these thoughts going through my head that this may have been a deliberate accident on his part. Everything has fallen to me to take care of final arrangements for my brother and to get his apartment cleaned out. The coroner's office called me yesterday that the apartment conditions were deplorable and in extreme hoarder conditions with potential bio-hazard there. He had a small $10,000 life insurance policy but the beneficiary named was his boss. He has been estranged from me for over a year as he wanted me to do something illegal and I refused.
We have another brother and sister who live in Texas and I offered to pay airfare if one of the would come out and help me with final arrangements and they refused. They were very close to him, much closer than me. My brother in Texas told me tonight that they stuck me with everything because they have too many bills and I have lots of money. My DH and I are not well off by any means and these costs are putting a dent in our savings. My brother and sister each want 1/3 of anything of monetary value.
My late brother's friends are all waxing poetic on Facebook about how he was the greatest guy they had ever known. His boss (who he left the insurance to) told me that customers are wanting to donate to have a memorial service so they can have a barbeque and car show. His boss told me what my brother's final wishes were, including this big car show. I have paid for my brother's cremation and I am being asked how much I want to contribute the memorial service. I can't really afford anything to put this on. I am probably going to have to hire a bio-hazard team to clean out his apartment or I am afraid his landlord may come after me and sue me since I am the next of kin.
The pain and shame I am going through is really tearing me apart. My husband and kids are offering support but my siblings have basically turned their backs on me.
I am sorry to be venting but I am having a really hard time dealing with all of this. Thanks for listening.
I have these thoughts going through my head that this may have been a deliberate accident on his part. Everything has fallen to me to take care of final arrangements for my brother and to get his apartment cleaned out. The coroner's office called me yesterday that the apartment conditions were deplorable and in extreme hoarder conditions with potential bio-hazard there. He had a small $10,000 life insurance policy but the beneficiary named was his boss. He has been estranged from me for over a year as he wanted me to do something illegal and I refused.
We have another brother and sister who live in Texas and I offered to pay airfare if one of the would come out and help me with final arrangements and they refused. They were very close to him, much closer than me. My brother in Texas told me tonight that they stuck me with everything because they have too many bills and I have lots of money. My DH and I are not well off by any means and these costs are putting a dent in our savings. My brother and sister each want 1/3 of anything of monetary value.
My late brother's friends are all waxing poetic on Facebook about how he was the greatest guy they had ever known. His boss (who he left the insurance to) told me that customers are wanting to donate to have a memorial service so they can have a barbeque and car show. His boss told me what my brother's final wishes were, including this big car show. I have paid for my brother's cremation and I am being asked how much I want to contribute the memorial service. I can't really afford anything to put this on. I am probably going to have to hire a bio-hazard team to clean out his apartment or I am afraid his landlord may come after me and sue me since I am the next of kin.
The pain and shame I am going through is really tearing me apart. My husband and kids are offering support but my siblings have basically turned their backs on me.
I am sorry to be venting but I am having a really hard time dealing with all of this. Thanks for listening.