MarysMom
01-18-2010, 03:01 PM
This is a hard post to write.
I am fat. Not chubby, not chunky, not pooh sized...just fat. It's really effected my life. I don't go out in public much because I'm too self conscious. I avoid family and friends because I'm embarrassed to be seen. I'm usually too tired to play with my daughter and have a hard time keeping up with her in the park.
I want to be there for my little one. I dont want to die at 40 because I cant say no to food. I dont want her to be embarrassed when I take her to school for the first time and honestly I want my husband to find me attractive again. (I know he LOVES me, but it would sure be nice if he liked me too!)
I have a LOT to lose. My final goal being losing 132 pounds. Wow, I cant imagine being a whole person lighter! I cant wait!
I'm about 5 days into my new life right now. I'm doing well with working out- need to work on my food though. I have kicked the Pepsi habit already, which I think that alone should help me drop some pounds.
I'm excited for the new me and excited to do it will all of you!
I am fat. Not chubby, not chunky, not pooh sized...just fat. It's really effected my life. I don't go out in public much because I'm too self conscious. I avoid family and friends because I'm embarrassed to be seen. I'm usually too tired to play with my daughter and have a hard time keeping up with her in the park.
I want to be there for my little one. I dont want to die at 40 because I cant say no to food. I dont want her to be embarrassed when I take her to school for the first time and honestly I want my husband to find me attractive again. (I know he LOVES me, but it would sure be nice if he liked me too!)
I have a LOT to lose. My final goal being losing 132 pounds. Wow, I cant imagine being a whole person lighter! I cant wait!
I'm about 5 days into my new life right now. I'm doing well with working out- need to work on my food though. I have kicked the Pepsi habit already, which I think that alone should help me drop some pounds.
I'm excited for the new me and excited to do it will all of you!