Alicia & Matt's -VR at the beach and celebration at WDW!!! PG 6

[aksunshine]

So I am going to try to do a PJ. I hope everyone doesn't get bored!

History:
Matt and I met in 1997, when I was 16, he was getting ready to turn 17, and started dating immediately. I sort of knew we were going to be together for a very long time. Just a feeling... a warm fuzzy one!
In 2001, I decided to join the Coast Guard. It was a big step for me. The day I was to ship to basic, I found out I was pregnant. On April 25, 2002, Isabelle was born.
I was not going to get married because I was pregnant, I wanted our day to be perfect.
On October 16, 2004, we were married at the lake across from our house with Isabelle as our flower girl. It was beautiful, albeit a bit cold. I did everything myself, invites, decor, flowers, even the cake. I was afraid someone else would mess something up.
In the summer of 2005, we planned to add another to our family. On May 11, 2006, Levi Douglas was brought to this earth, but only for a short while. He was my blue- eyed bouncing boy.
Late September - early October 2007, we spent 10 glorious days in WDW with him. It was wonderous and inspiring to watch him light up (it was Isabelle's second trip and she loved showing her baby brother the magic). Five days after our return home, on the date October 7, we were t-boned be a 19 yo who ran a red light at 50 mph. Matt and I were unconscious and in and out of hospitals for days, Isabelle was physically OK(thank goodness), but she was 5 and can retell the whole incident. Levi was pronounced braindead. We weren't even allowed to know for nearly 2 days. The doctors and nurses, while we were being cared for, kept telling us he wasn't doing very well.
On October 16, 2007, Matt and I were released from our fourth hospital. We went straight to the funeral home to begin planning for Levi's funeral, then went to look at headstones. It was a sad way to spend our third anniversary.

Matt and I have talked several times about having a VR on a different day that we can use to celebrate on. We want to be able to remember Levi in his short time, but we also want to remember our anniversary as the beautiful time it is, not in the sorrowful way it is now.

So here I am, nearly two years after loosing my Angel, looking forward to something beautiful again...

[amyy]

I am glad you will be making some new memories for your anniversary. I can't even imagine what you have gone through. Looking forward to reading your PJ.

[starann]

Can't wait to hear of your happy ending....you deserve it!

[Goldeelox9]

I am so sorry for your loss!

I will help you anyway I can, just let me know. My wedding was GREAT, it did take place before all of these "changes" though. Good Luck planning!

[LittleStinkerbelle]

I am so sorry for all you've been through :grouphug:.

I'm looking forward to hearing about your plans and hope you have a wonderful vow renewal!!:goodvibes

[tinkerbell 766]

It is so good to see you on this board planning some happy memories.
I had read your story before when a group of us from the creative DISigns board contributed to a gift basket for Isabelle for her trip to WDW. I had the honour of providing a journal for her.
I am glad to hear you are all well and starting to move on in your lives. That in itself is the greatest tribute to Levi's memory
God bless
Joanne

[29apr00]

i'm so sorry for your loss! :grouphug: i can't even imagine what you've been through! Good for your for keeping it together and making new memories for your family. :grouphug: I look forward to following along with your VR!

I haven't had my VR yet, and have been a victim of lots of the "changes" that have occured and had things taken away after being promised them. :rolleyes1 As long as you are fully aware of what you CAN have, and what you CAN'T have, and are OK with that, then I think you will have a wonderful experience with DCL!

[aksunshine]

I am glad you will be making some new memories for your anniversary. I can't even imagine what you have gone through. Looking forward to reading your PJ.
Thank you.:angel:
Can't wait to hear of your happy ending....you deserve it!
Thanks!:lovestruc
I am so sorry for your loss!

I will help you anyway I can, just let me know. My wedding was GREAT, it did take place before all of these "changes" though. Good Luck planning!
Thank you! I'm sure your help will be needed!:goodvibes
I am so sorry for all you've been through :grouphug:.

I'm looking forward to hearing about your plans and hope you have a wonderful vow renewal!!:goodvibes
Thank you!:hug:
It is so good to see you on this board planning some happy memories.
I had read your story before when a group of us from the creative DISigns board contributed to a gift basket for Isabelle for her trip to WDW. I had the honour of providing a journal for her.
I am glad to hear you are all well and starting to move on in your lives. That in itself is the greatest tribute to Levi's memory
God bless
Joanne
Thank you SO much Joanne. Isabelle still has that journal. I wondered exactly which disers were behing that enormous basket!
i'm so sorry for your loss! :grouphug: i can't even imagine what you've been through! Good for your for keeping it together and making new memories for your family. :grouphug: I look forward to following along with your VR!

I haven't had my VR yet, and have been a victim of lots of the "changes" that have occured and had things taken away after being promised them. :rolleyes1 As long as you are fully aware of what you CAN have, and what you CAN'T have, and are OK with that, then I think you will have a wonderful experience with DCL!

Thank so much.

If anyone wants more on the story of Levi, please see my TR link from 2007. My 2008 TR is there also!

[aksunshine]

This is the main dress I am in LOVE with right now. I like it in Fuschia (left). I think it would be perfect for a tropical VR!
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/1813_2.jpg

[Tink&PirateMama]

You are an amazing couple to go through all this together, share your grief, and work towards something beautiful. I'm blown away by the strength it takes to do what you are doing. I wish you so much healing and peace and happiness, and look forward to seeing your VR plans!

And- LOVE the dress!! :thumbsup2

[aksunshine]

I have ENORMOUS news!!!!!

I am pregnant! Only a few weeks I'm sure, but still!

We haven't told Isabelle. I'm so afraid to break her heart. We have been trying for a while. I had a miscarriage a year ago at 8 weeks, then another in February at 16 weeks. The second was VERY difficult.

[happybratpack]

I have ENORMOUS news!!!!!

I am pregnant! Only a few weeks I'm sure, but still!

We haven't told Isabelle. I'm so afraid to break her heart. We have been trying for a while. I had a miscarriage a year ago at 8 weeks, then another in February at 16 weeks. The second was VERY difficult.

CONGRATULATIONS!!!!
Sending good vibes your way for a healthy pregnancy.

[LittleStinkerbelle]

Congratulations!!! What wonderful news. :goodvibes:goodvibes:goodvibes

[jessica52877]

I can't wait to follow along!

[starann]

CONGRATS!!!!! Sorry about the 2 losses...I hope this little one sticks it out! Will this affect your VR?

[aksunshine]

Thank everyone! A new little one won't affect my VR. I was hoping for it to happen this way. Didn't know it would be so soon!

[Jajone]

Great news! My prayers will be with you and your little one. I can;t wait to follow along. DH and I honeymooned in the World and I'm trying to convince him to go for our 15th next October.

[*Toadstool*]

I have ENORMOUS news!!!!!

I am pregnant! Only a few weeks I'm sure, but still!

We haven't told Isabelle. I'm so afraid to break her heart. We have been trying for a while. I had a miscarriage a year ago at 8 weeks, then another in February at 16 weeks. The second was VERY difficult.
:dance3::cheer2::yay::banana::banana::banana:
Congrats!
What does DCL stand for? Obviously something at DW, but I don't know what.. hehe.

[aksunshine]

Hey! Glad to see you over! DCL= Disney Cruise Line! :)

[malibustacey]

Hello,

I am very sorry for your loss, i cant imagine what you must have gone through, and what you are still going through. Your little angel is up in heaven and i bet he is very proud of his parents.

I think its great news about the pregnancy, i really really wish you all the best and i hope you and the baby keep very healthy.

I love your dress choice, do you mind me asking where this dress is from?

[aksunshine]

I stumbled on it online when I was looking for Jr Bridesmaid dress for Isabelle, it was in the prom section. It is by La Femme.

[Sarah <3 Disney]

Congrats on the pregnancy and vow renewal! :goodvibes What date are you looking to do this cruise, do you know yet?

And I am so sorry to hear about your previous losses, I wish you nothing but the best from here on out! :hug:

[tinkerbell 766]

All my love and best wishes for the pregnancy - it is the best news!!!
Love the dress and so looking forward to following your plans!!

[29apr00]

congrats Alicia! that's wonderful news!

[MouseTriper]

Hey My Friend.....as you know I am VERY excited for you!!! I am thrilled about the vow renewal but just ecstatic about the pregnancy. Now I know what you went through that last time so as I told you over the phone....NO TRAVELING during this pregnancy...LOL....and GET BACK IN BED!!! Hahaha...okay, okay, so maybe I am being a bit paranoid but I know you love me anyway. Hahaha.

Sorry I missed your calls this afternoon, I was sleeping and trying to get rid of this nasty cold. Hugs to ya!!!

[aksunshine]

Thanks everyone! I am nervous about every little thing that feels different though. I'm so scared something is going to happen. I can't deal with another heartbreak. So say a prayer for me occasionally. :)

BETH! How did you find me over here?

[jessica52877]

I'll be praying for you! I didn't see the news when I posted before!

[*Toadstool*]

Hey! Glad to see you over! DCL= Disney Cruise Line! :)
Oh okay! How fun!! I'm excited for you. :goodvibes

[CinderelliT]

Welcome to the DCL family! I'm doing my VR in 2 months!!

So glad you posted here. Can't wait to see all of your ideas and find out if you are for sure pregnant! I hope you are!

I wanted to share with you that I lost my first son in childbirth. Grieving for a child is difficult. I'm glad that you and your family have stayed strong and hung in there. I also think that this would be a wonderful way to celebrate his life and your union with your husband.

Can't wait to read more.

[MouseTriper]

BETH! How did you find me over here?:lmao: Hello???? We're best friends now...how could I NOT find you?????:cloud9:

[pinkcow]

I'm so sorry for your loss, I can't even imagine. :grouphug:

On a positive note, congrats on your upcoming VR, and the little one you are expecting! We're getting married on CC, and will definitely be following along with your plans! :goodvibes

[aksunshine]

Here are some dresses I like. I am not worried about a traditional or over beaded dress. This one I am 98% sure is the one. I love the tropical hues in the left one.
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/1813_2.jpg
This is cute:
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/D33.jpg
I like this one:
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/1695_2.jpg

[aksunshine]

Here are some shoes I like!
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/9622.jpg
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/2765.jpg
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/24722.jpg
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/24721.jpg

[aksunshine]

I love flowers in the hair idea! I think I'll grow my hair out some.
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/Maui-wedding-hair-image-IMG_3186.jpg
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/images.jpg
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/250px-Wedding_hair_15.jpg

I like this one the best!
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/classic_beach_updo_with_tropical_fl.jpg

http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/Green-Orchid-804-flower-hair-pin-th.jpg
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/Ivory-Orchid-1567-flower-hair-allig.jpg

[aksunshine]

I know DCL is particular about their flowers, but aren't these pretty! Do any of you know if DCL does anything like these? TIA!

http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/tropical-bouquet.jpg
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/tropical_color_bouquet_1_135195315_.jpg

[aksunshine]

Each child will be recieving a gift bag. Most of the children have never been to anything Disney, I can't wait to see the light up the way Levi did.

Boys will get one of these bags:
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/CarsRedMcQueenBag.jpg
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/Backpack_Mickey_blue.jpg

Girls one of these:
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/Backpack_Princess_hotpink.jpg
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/Backpack_Minnies_pink.jpg

I found several inexpensive lanyards on amazon, something like these for each child:
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/41eDxg1tr3L__SL500_AA280_.jpg
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/41ZGH36K8OL__SL500_AA280_.jpg

On the lanyards, each child will get 2- 4 trading pens.

I will be making each child an autograph book and providing each a sharpie or pen.


Also, they will have glow sticks, temp tattos, and maybe a beach toy.

[amyy]

Yeah-a baby!

Love the ideas you posted today.

[jessica52877]

I love all the things posted! The first and last dress are my favorite and love how the flowers look cruise-ish! The kids are going to go wild over the bags! I love those things.

[29apr00]

the bags for the kids are too cute!! They are going to be so excited!

About the flowers, you'll never know until you ask.....but i would say it's gonna be a "no". they wouldn't even do the bouquet they offer in SILK for me. you may get lucky with a bit of color change....but it looks like it's just the standard bouquet and nothing else.

[CinderelliT]

The kids bags look great. You have some fun ideas.

I agree with Jennifer. I don't think DCL will change out the flowers. You may be able to find them in silks and then bring them onboard with you. Another DCL bride had hers made out of clay to get the ones she wanted.

[aksunshine]

Thanks everyone! I'm really excited about the bags.

On the flowers, I think I've decided to do something else. Does anyone know how many roses are in the standard rose bouquet? How easy are they to dismantle?

I think I'll give everyone a rose after ceremony to toss over with a special wish or thought for Levi.

[Leanne1977]

Thanks everyone! I'm really excited about the bags.

On the flowers, I think I've decided to do something else. Does anyone know how many roses are in the standard rose bouquet? How easy are they to dismantle?

I think I'll give everyone a rose after ceremony to toss over with a special wish or thought for Levi.

Just joining in with your planning and I have to say that is a wonderful idea.:hug:

I am so very sorry for your loss. As a mum of two boys I cannot even contemplate what you have been through.:hug:

Many congratulations on your pregnancy though, that is wonderful news.:woohoo:

Love all your updates so far. I really like the blue dress with the low back.:lovestruc

[aksunshine]

Thanks Leanne!

[aksunshine]

I've been thinking the past few days about our VR being more meaningful to include Levi. With these thoughts came memories of our wonderful WDW family vacation in 2007. It really was magical. Because Levi went to WDW I think I might rather have our VR at WDW. Believe it or not, the cost is comparable when you take EVERYTHING into consideration. The cruise itself was going to be quite costly, as I want a Verandah. THen we planned on going to WDW after the cruise. We would rent DVC points to stay in WDW. It evens out. So I have been thinking of doing WDW instead.

Now, I've already sent out letters to let people know we are planning a DCL VR, but not hardly anyone knows I am pregnant, so I don't think changing will be a problem. (BTW, we plan to celebrate baby's first while in WDW too.)

[aksunshine]

If I opt for WDW (which I am leaning toward), I think I WILL want a more wedding like dress. Isabelle will probably wear a princess custom and new baby if it is a girl. If it is a boy, I guess he can be Charming. Here are some dresses I like. This first one is my fav. so far.
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/dressinmyheart144.jpg

Next 3 are my next favs
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/helenebridal219.jpg
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/helenebridal199.jpg
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/dressinmyheart190.jpg

Wish I could see the back...?
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/dressinmyhear98.jpg

Also pretty
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/davids299.jpg
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/helene159.jpg

[aksunshine]

In rememberance of my little man, I want blue in my flowers. These are just for ideas.
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/pretty.jpg
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/large_imagemoreblue.jpg
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/large_image.jpg
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/bluebouquetidea.jpg

I REALLY like this one!
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/blueflower.jpg

[29apr00]

http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/helenebridal199.jpg


that is very similiar to my VR dress.....I think they are perfect! Love the blue flowers too!

[aksunshine]

For my hair...I think I still want an updo, but instead of tropical flowers, I want roses, or sparkely clips.
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/rose.jpg
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/orchid.jpg
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/58each.jpg
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/4250eachhaircomesthebride.jpg


I didn't wear a veil for our wedding on 04, I wanted one like this, but could not find one.
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/birdcageveil_ashleyk.jpg
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/birdcageveil_russian_netting_lavon.jpg

[Leanne1977]

You have picked some lovely dresses there, very hard to choose.:goodvibes Number 1 is lovely though.
The colour of the flowers is beautiful!:thumbsup2

I must say those little veils do have a bit of glamour about them, very chic.:thumbsup2

[aksunshine]

Thanks Leanne and Jen!

[MouseTriper]

I think I'll give everyone a rose after ceremony to toss over with a special wish or thought for Levi.I love this idea!!!

I've been thinking the past few days about our VR being more meaningful to include Levi. With these thoughts came memories of our wonderful WDW family vacation in 2007. It really was magical. Because Levi went to WDW I think I might rather have our VR at WDW. Believe it or not, the cost is comparable when you take EVERYTHING into consideration. The cruise itself was going to be quite costly, as I want a Verandah. THen we planned on going to WDW after the cruise. We would rent DVC points to stay in WDW. It evens out. So I have been thinking of doing WDW instead.

Now, I've already sent out letters to let people know we are planning a DCL VR, but not hardly anyone knows I am pregnant, so I don't think changing will be a problem. (BTW, we plan to celebrate baby's first while in WDW too.)
I think this is a great idea too Alicia!!!

[CinderelliT]

I love your ideas! The new dresses are beautiful and blue is my favorite color!

I don't know how you can decide between WDW and DCL. They both have many wonderful points. My son died during childbirth, so I never got to experience taking him anywhere. So I feel like he is mainly around me when I am outside. Birds, butterflies, and big open spaces (like the ocean) make me feel closest to him.

Good luck with your decision.

[aksunshine]

Hi BETH!!!!

Thanks Tanya. I am sorry for your loss. Believe me, I do understand.

I'd love to have pale blue in my dress, a sash, a lace, something...

I also think I want to add a bit of lime greem in my flowers. I've decided I will make Isabelle a flower wand, I want to make mickey head crystal clusters in lime green to tie in.
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/bouquet_green-blue250.jpg
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/blue-hyacinth-boquet_300.jpg

[aksunshine]

I talked to Matt a bit about location dillema. He likes WDW better I think. He said more people would probably come. I thought so too. So I think it is going to be WDW! As long as we don't surpass 16 guests we'll be fine...:scared: Do babies even count? I know Isabelle will. So maybe 17??

[aksunshine]

I am hoping to get some of our wedding pics up from 2004! I just have to find them...Or scan in new ones.

[aksunshine]

Here is one! I hope to get more on here eventually!
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/Wedding001.jpg

I did almost EVERYTHING! The invites, flowers, my make-up and hair, decor, food, even cake! I am looking forward to something more simple, and carefree for me!

[MouseTriper]

Here is one! I hope to get more on here eventually!
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/Wedding001.jpg

I did almost EVERYTHING! The invites, flowers, my make-up and hair, decor, food, even cake! I am looking forward to something more simple, and carefree for me!
GORGEOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Love this wedding picture of Matt and you!!!!!

[Leanne1977]

What a lovely photo.:lovestruc Your bouquet is gorgeous!!:love:

I am happy to hear that you have sort of decided on WDW as that is obviously the best thing for you all. You will have a very special day.:goodvibes

[29apr00]

Beautiful wedding pictures!

From what i know of Escape packages, every person counts...even babies.

[aksunshine]

Does anyone have PICTURES of weddings at Canadian Pavilion? They are working on offering Escape ceremonies here. We had our first dinner at Le Cellier with Levi in 2007.



FROM MY 2007 TR!
After lugging our trunkload of luggage upstairs, it was back to Epcot for dinner! We were on our way to check in at Le Cellier, and behold! Kenai was waiting for us! Brother Bear is one of Isabelle's favs, so we posed for a pic!
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/Disney2034.jpg

We were one hundred yards or so from the door when the skies opened with one of those lovely FL rainshowers! And there was a 2+ hr standby wait. Luckily, I had reservations!!!!!

which I shared with Levi. Here he is with it. Cute side note, Levi had just showed a notice in silverware at THIS meal, and utilized his utensials for the whole trip.
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/DSCN5676.jpg

Isabelle had the Cheddar soup-
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/DSCN5675.jpg

[aksunshine]

Thanks for the pic comps!

Of course, if I can't get Canada, I will probably with Seabreeze Point. We plan to rent DVC and stay at BC. We went there this year to eat at Beaches and Cream and Isabelle and Matt acted like they REALLY wanted to stay there. My first thought was BLT, for the monorail with the baby, but I think we will do BC instead. I'd LOVE to have a 1 bedroom, but I don't know if we can swing it with everything else. :(

[figment fan21]

Hi there! I jsut read through your whole PJ.

I am soooo sorry for your loss. What an amazing family you are to overcome this!

I can't wait to hear more of your plans!

[aksunshine]

Thank you Katie.

So Canadian Waterfall is our first choice (if we can swing it, I imagine it will be a premium location).
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/canada.jpg

If not, then Sea Breeze Point
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/boardwalk2.jpg

[amyy]

I talked to Matt a bit about location dillema. He likes WDW better I think. He said more people would probably come. I thought so too. So I think it is going to be WDW! As long as we don't surpass 16 guests we'll be fine...:scared: Do babies even count? I know Isabelle will. So maybe 17??

I think we were posting at about the same time on the DCL thread and found this report. We/I changed our mind from a DCL wedding to a WD wedding too This way we will have more guests too. Their are so many add ons for a WD wedding.... For the cruise we were booked for a balcony too but now hoping to swing the Boardwalk.

Love your dress ideas and flowers.

[aksunshine]

Thanks!

[MouseTriper]

Hey my friend.....love the pictures you posted from 2007. I love that one picture of all of you!!! It's one of my favorites. I also can't help but smile at the one of Levi using the fork. He was so adorable. I am so sorry sweetie!!!!
Call me later if ya can!!!

[MousekaMaddi]

Ive been hoping to hear your news as I lurked around the boards! Congrats!!
I often think of your sweet Levi and send you a hug and a prayer for strenth and everlasting memories. Be well and think happy thoughts!! xox;):lovestruc:hug::upsidedow:grouphug:

[Boardwalk_bride]

Hello, I am glad to see another possible Canada bride. I hope you get everything you want....you have definitely been through a lot, and you deserve something really special :goodvibes

You look amazing in your wedding photos as well!! Your family is so cute! I wish you the best of luck with your current pregnancy!


FYI - The Canada Terrace does cost quite a bit more than the normal Escape package, but it does include extra elements. (the exact price isn't out yet though..I don't think I get it until January). Also, children 2 and under do not count toward the 20 people limit.

[aksunshine]

Hey my friend.....love the pictures you posted from 2007. I love that one picture of all of you!!! It's one of my favorites. I also can't help but smile at the one of Levi using the fork. He was so adorable. I am so sorry sweetie!!!!
Call me later if ya can!!!
Hey Beth! I love that picture too....
Ive been hoping to hear your news as I lurked around the boards! Congrats!!
I often think of your sweet Levi and send you a hug and a prayer for strenth and everlasting memories. Be well and think happy thoughts!! xox;):lovestruc:hug::upsidedow:grouphug:
Thanks. I still need them. I miss him so much.
Hello, I am glad to see another possible Canada bride. I hope you get everything you want....you have definitely been through a lot, and you deserve something really special :goodvibes

You look amazing in your wedding photos as well!! Your family is so cute! I wish you the best of luck with your current pregnancy!


FYI - The Canada Terrace does cost quite a bit more than the normal Escape package, but it does include extra elements. (the exact price isn't out yet though..I don't think I get it until January). Also, children 2 and under do not count toward the 20 people limit.

Thank you. I figured it would cost more. I haven't tod Matt about the costs yet... I did find that info on babies the other day. It helps. My sister will be coming with her little one, too.

[aksunshine]

I know I haven't posted in a while, but things keep changing so much...I don't think I could keep up on here!:lmao: Seriously, though, I have to consider everything. I think if this were our wedding, I would want the best, but its our VR, and it's special, but I don't want to go overboard. Matt wouldn't go for it. I know him too well!
As much as I want to have our VR at the Canadian Pav, for personal reasons, I am leaning a bit toward Swan. It would be half (or less) the price. It will still be wonderful. We won't have many attend, I just know that. So, I am looking at an Illuminations cruise as our "celebration" I'd love to have a DP, but with so few ppl, it isn't practical.
And one more change, Matt and I sat down and talked about our dates a few days ago. He doesn't like that time of year, it will be hot and fairly crowded. I was trying to avoid taking Isabelle out of school. Oh well! I can't get everything. So now we are looking at the week following Thanksgiving. I've never been that time of year.
So I am thinking of arriving at WDW friday after Thanksgiving ( I know it will be crowded) and having our VR that Saturday. That way, some may be able to come due to the holiday. But I'm not sure.

[aksunshine]

More interesting....I found some beautiful light blue dresses!

I Love this one!
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/goodorient319.jpg

This one is pretty too, and $200 less!
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/goodorient130.jpg

[padisneyfour]

oh those dresses are both so pretty.... good luck with all your plans:goodvibes

[Boardwalk_bride]

It is good you two have thought things through and are doing what is right for you. I think that a wedding/VR at the Swan would be just as beautiful, and if you like the location, it makes sense to go with the least expensive one. There are still so many amazing things you can do that are part of disney. And, you can use some of the savings to have an AMAZING meal at Le Cellier!

I love the dresses, especially the first one! It is amazing! Going after Thanksgiving would be nice. Hopefully more people will be on holidays, plus, it will be perfect weather (well, in my opinion) and the decorations will be up!!!!

Look forward to hearing more!:goodvibes

[honey2741]

[QUOTE=aksunshine;34464871]More interesting....I found some beautiful light blue dresses!

I Love this one!
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/goodorient319.jpg

I am sorry to hear about your loss but pray for many blessings to come your way. I love this dress and thank you for sharing the site. I'm addicted. They have unconventional styles for gowns and colors and I love it!!! You can't beat the price.

[aksunshine]

So this morning I ordered my little sister a WDW DVD and customized maps. I gotta get people planning. We have a YEAR!!!! OMGoodness! I have been trying to decide how to break it to people we haven't told that we have moved our VR up. I think it is too soon to send official invites. I know only a handful of our family will come. They just aren't Disney lovers like we are!

What do you think?

[aksunshine]

oh those dresses are both so pretty.... good luck with all your plans:goodvibes

Thanks! I like the first one better, but I wish it didn't have a train. I don't feel that I need a train.

It is good you two have thought things through and are doing what is right for you. I think that a wedding/VR at the Swan would be just as beautiful, and if you like the location, it makes sense to go with the least expensive one. There are still so many amazing things you can do that are part of disney. And, you can use some of the savings to have an AMAZING meal at Le Cellier!

I love the dresses, especially the first one! It is amazing! Going after Thanksgiving would be nice. Hopefully more people will be on holidays, plus, it will be perfect weather (well, in my opinion) and the decorations will be up!!!!

Look forward to hearing more!:goodvibes

I know that we are going to do an Illuminations cruise. I just wish I knew if I needed 2 boats?

[QUOTE=aksunshine;34464871]More interesting....I found some beautiful light blue dresses!



I am sorry to hear about your loss but pray for many blessings to come your way. I love this dress and thank you for sharing the site. I'm addicted. They have unconventional styles for gowns and colors and I love it!!! You can't beat the price.

Thanks! I'm glad to help!

[aksunshine]

What about this? Its a magnet. I will probably do Mickey and Minnie.
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/magnet.gif

Since we are moving our VR to a different time of year, I don't know about putting Lime green in my flowers. Should I just do Blue and White? There are so many things to think about now.

[coteau_chick]

Subbing. I followed you from the disboutiquers. Can't wait to see how it all goes.:thumbsup2

[aksunshine]

Thanks Laura! I hope and pray all goes well for you and little Grace tomorrow!

[aksunshine]

I started a Wedding website. It is a work in process. There are SO many pages!

http://www.ewedding.com/sites/WDWWinkler

[coteau_chick]

I started a Wedding website. It is a work in process. There are SO many pages!

http://www.ewedding.com/sites/WDWWinkler

I am going to check out your wedding website. I think everythig you are looking at is so pretty. I think you have some hard choices. Both of those dresses are so pretty. Let your husband and daughter help you choose or is it a surprise?

[HeatherSue]

How did I miss this? I didn't even realize you were planning a vow renewal! That is awesome! I'm along for the ride!

[aksunshine]

Welcome Heather! It has been a bumpy start! Changes abound!!! But we are settled on a date now!

That isn't a bad idea Laura!

[gigi1313]

i just want to say i followed your siggy link and have read thru most of your trippies... wow... you are an amazing woman, mom and wife... your family is so blessed to have you... you are also a gifted writer, bringing the reader right in to your world...

please accept my condolences on the loss of your son... i cannot even begin to imagine such tragedy... my heart aches for you and yours... your levi looks a lot like my daniel, and the thought of losing him just makes my eyes well up and my stomach hurt... i will add your family to my prayers...

God bless you on your recent pregnancy... i truly hope that it's progressing well...

i look forward to reading about your vow renewal... you have given me inspiration to consider renewing our vows for our 20th in 2012... since we were married on leap year (2/29) it would be extra special as we only get an anniversary every four years!

[Denise40]

Congrats on your upcoming VR!! That is so exciting. My condolences to you and your family. My thoughts are prayers are with you. I lost a son in 1985. He was one at the time. My DH and I did our VR for our 25th in June 2008. We went to Cabo and took our 2 grown kids and thier gf/bf and my nephew who was our ring bearer at our original wedding walked me down the beach this time and carried our new rings.

Another way to symbolize your son or VR is by doing a sand ceremony. We did that for ours. You can search for sand ceremony on the internet and will come up with a lot of ideas.

I will follow this thread and see how things are progressing for you. Good luck with everything.

Denise

[drlee]

Alicia, I have followed your trip reports for quite a while now. I lurked for a long time. Have been with you on your great trips and cried with you when you heart was so broken I thought you might not find your way out of the darkness. I witnessed the kindness displayed by all of the kind people here that made the beautiful gifts for your Sweet Daughter for your return trip to WDW. I think of you and your family more than you will ever know. My prayers have been with you for years and continue to be. I am so happy for you and your family. I had missed hearing about you and your family and happened upon you today. Good luck with your VR and especially the new little one. Can't wait to here more.

[aksunshine]

i just want to say i followed your siggy link and have read thru most of your trippies... wow... you are an amazing woman, mom and wife... your family is so blessed to have you... you are also a gifted writer, bringing the reader right in to your world...

please accept my condolences on the loss of your son... i cannot even begin to imagine such tragedy... my heart aches for you and yours... your levi looks a lot like my daniel, and the thought of losing him just makes my eyes well up and my stomach hurt... i will add your family to my prayers...

God bless you on your recent pregnancy... i truly hope that it's progressing well...

i look forward to reading about your vow renewal... you have given me inspiration to consider renewing our vows for our 20th in 2012... since we were married on leap year (2/29) it would be extra special as we only get an anniversary every four years!
Wow! Thank you so much! I think that renewing for you 20th (or 5th, :lmao:) is a beautiful idea. You need the extra time to plan/ I didn't realize how costly this would be. Still looking to cut corners so we can have it next year.
Congrats on your upcoming VR!! That is so exciting. My condolences to you and your family. My thoughts are prayers are with you. I lost a son in 1985. He was one at the time. My DH and I did our VR for our 25th in June 2008. We went to Cabo and took our 2 grown kids and thier gf/bf and my nephew who was our ring bearer at our original wedding walked me down the beach this time and carried our new rings.

Another way to symbolize your son or VR is by doing a sand ceremony. We did that for ours. You can search for sand ceremony on the internet and will come up with a lot of ideas.

I will follow this thread and see how things are progressing for you. Good luck with everything.

Denise
Denise, I am so sorry for your loss. It is so painful to have lost Levi. How do you manage? I have heard of the sand ceremony. I will look into it. Thank you!
Alicia, I have followed your trip reports for quite a while now. I lurked for a long time. Have been with you on your great trips and cried with you when you heart was so broken I thought you might not find your way out of the darkness. I witnessed the kindness displayed by all of the kind people here that made the beautiful gifts for your Sweet Daughter for your return trip to WDW. I think of you and your family more than you will ever know. My prayers have been with you for years and continue to be. I am so happy for you and your family. I had missed hearing about you and your family and happened upon you today. Good luck with your VR and especially the new little one. Can't wait to here more.

Thanks for following me! It always amazes me when a lurker comes out and tells me such as you have. To me, it's just my life and it is so painful and raw at times I don't know why I share, to others it is a journey that they follow and experience with me. It is amazing to me how many follow my story. Thank you so much for being here.

[Denise40]

Alicia,

It's good that you talk about him. That helps heal. Till this day, he would have turned 25 this past June. The holidays are still hard, even now, but I look at my 2 other kids and they help me get through it. They never knew him because he was our first born. It will get easier as the days go by. Here is a link for a vow renewal sand ceremony. I will be praying for all of you.

http://www.heirloomhourglass.com/vow_renewal_ceremony.html

[aksunshine]

Thank you so much Denise. That is how the new baby will be. Isabelle and Levi were very close. I'm so glad they had that bond. I hate the pain she has had to go through though.

[aksunshine]

I have some pictures to share!!! On our last day at Disney in 2007, we had a late breakfast at Chef Mickey's then drove to Clearwater Beach. I have been vacationing in the CB area for years. I took Matt for the first time in 99, we took Isabelle in 06, and went back in 07. We haven't been back since. Although, I desperately wanted to stay a day or two, I knew we shouldn't, so I Didn't say much about it. Wish I would have. Maybe Levi would still be here. If we had spent more $ on vacay, we wouldn't have had it to remodel our bathroom (we were buying tile the day of our accident).

Anyway, so we spent about 4 hrs there, playing at the beach and having dinner at one of our fav restraunts down there. It was a VERY windy day. Sand was blowing everywhere! No one seemed to mind, even though I knew it was getting in Levi's eyes!

Digging a hole with daddy...
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/DSCN6317-1.jpg

TOYS!
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/DSCN6303-1.jpg

Looking for shells.
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/DSCN6304-1.jpg

The ocean is so BIG!
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/DSCN6312-1.jpg
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/DSCN6309-1.jpg

Having dinner...Look how puffy his eyes are!
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z138/RoseThorne7/DSCN6318-1.jpg

[aksunshine]

Ready for more VR changes???

I posted those because Clearwater Beach is a very meaningful place to us. More so than the Swan. We have decided to spend a couple of nights there and have our VR on the beach where we spent the day a week, exactly, before our accident. Then we are going to head to WDW to celebrate!!!

I'm not sure when it came to me to have it there, but it makes more sense to have it somewhere special. We will have a sand ceremony and include Levi in every way we can...

Then we will celebrate where Levi had so much fun!

[aksunshine]

So many changes....I hope you haven't had problems keeping up!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!



I am now 18 weeks pregnant! I have made it past my 16 weeks, which was my own stressful point. I did, however, have a scare. At 15 weeks I got crampy. That is how my last miscarriage started. So, scared out of my wits, I dropped Isabelle off at school and drove straight to Evansville to wait for my doctor's office to open. When they opened I was reminded that my OB is out on Mondays. I was obviously worried and I explained that I'd already drove to E'ville. So I had an ultrasound. I wasn't supposed to have another until Jan. 25. Everything looked healthy, I cried when I saw the baby moving and my placenta looked fine. The baby was giving us issues, b/c of hiding under my bellybutton in its shadow. Then the tech asked did we want to know what it was if she could tell, even though it was still several weeks early. I am not the type to be surprised here, so yeah, I wanted to know. She got a good view and she said she was 65% sure it was a boy, I could see it, kinda. Then the baby moved with a little butt up in the air at a PERFECT angle, and there IT was...Very prominently there...

So we have an anatomy appointment still on Jan. 25. So then we can be 100%, but I am already 99%....

His name will be Gabriel Ian Winkler.

[Boardwalk_bride]

I'm so happy for you that it looks like everything is okay! And congratulations on a boy:goodvibes

Good luck with the pregnancy, and I can't wait to hear more wedding/baby updates!

[princess&her4princes]

Hey girl! I didn't know you started a PTR! I'm here!!! Now wait for me to go back and catch up!!;) Subbing!!!:goodvibes

[Sarah <3 Disney]

Aww, congrats for most likely having a little boy! That must be so exciting! :goodvibes And I looove the name Gabriel... that is totally the name I want to give my child if I have a boy someday. So cool! :goodvibes

[frostymom]

Hi I found you on the restaurant boards and your siggy jumped out at me (Levi being your angel). So I started looking at your trs and I am so moved by your family.

I am so happy to hear of your pregnancy and I pray he is a healthy boy. Love the name too, almost named my baby Gabriel but he is Jacob.

Can't wait to hear more of your plans.

[aksunshine]

I'm so happy for you that it looks like everything is okay! And congratulations on a boy:goodvibes

Good luck with the pregnancy, and I can't wait to hear more wedding/baby updates!
Thanks! I am working on getting things figured out, hopefully I'll have more soon.
Hey girl! I didn't know you started a PTR! I'm here!!! Now wait for me to go back and catch up!!;) Subbing!!!:goodvibes
Hey Kristen! Glad you made it! Be prepared, I have changed my mind so many times....:confused:
Aww, congrats for most likely having a little boy! That must be so exciting! :goodvibes And I looove the name Gabriel... that is totally the name I want to give my child if I have a boy someday. So cool! :goodvibes
Thank you! My husband picked it out!
Hi I found you on the restaurant boards and your siggy jumped out at me (Levi being your angel). So I started looking at your trs and I am so moved by your family.

I am so happy to hear of your pregnancy and I pray he is a healthy boy. Love the name too, almost named my baby Gabriel but he is Jacob.

Can't wait to hear more of your plans.

Hi! Thanks for coming over! Glad you got to "meet" Levi on my other threads. My little brother's name is Jacob.

[MouseTriper]

Hey my friend....sorry you are having a rough day today!!! Hugs to you!!!

Oh and I am so ready to go buy some itty bitty BLUE stuff!!!! LOL

[disney_fan1972]

Generally I am a lurker as you can see but I've just finished reading through nearly 4 years of your life after seeing your siggy... My little guy, Zach is 19mo and he has an 8y/o sister, Erin.

Course I read this in a public place which was a HUGE mistake :sad2: I couldn't dry the tears fast enough! All I could think of were my 2 kids.

Your strength is amazing and your story has inspired me to pay more attention to the time I spend with my kids. :hug: Thank you for sharing, my sympathy for your loss:littleangel:, and congratulations on the baby:goodvibes and your VR:bride:.

Diane

[ArmyMom23]

Hey glad I finally found you. Morgan keeps asking if we will see her Disney friend again this trip.(remember we met in EPCOT) Looks like you are planning for NOV. We are going back again in AUG. I am so happy to hear your good news.

Steph

[aksunshine]

Generally I am a lurker as you can see but I've just finished reading through nearly 4 years of your life after seeing your siggy... My little guy, Zach is 19mo and he has an 8y/o sister, Erin.

Course I read this in a public place which was a HUGE mistake :sad2: I couldn't dry the tears fast enough! All I could think of were my 2 kids.

Your strength is amazing and your story has inspired me to pay more attention to the time I spend with my kids. :hug: Thank you for sharing, my sympathy for your loss:littleangel:, and congratulations on the baby:goodvibes and your VR:bride:.

Diane
Hold them close Diane. There isn't much I wish for in this world, but the chance to hold Levi again....Thanks for coming over.

Hey glad I finally found you. Morgan keeps asking if we will see her Disney friend again this trip.(remember we met in EPCOT) Looks like you are planning for NOV. We are going back again in AUG. I am so happy to hear your good news.

Steph
Hey Steph! Of all the times to find me LOL! See below!








Good morning everyone. It has been very intersting these past couple of weeks. A LOT has happened. Gabriel is doing well. He is really active when I am trying to sleep! LOL! I am hoping Matt will be able to feel him kick in a day or two. I am SO ready for Spring! I do not like snow! :mad:

Last year I was invited along to a scrapbooking fundraising event for Komen (breast Cancer), called Crop for the Cure (C4C). It was the beginning of Marcg, and the first, honestly, thing I did for ME after we lost Levi:lovestruc. It was 12 hours of me time. I started on Levi's scrapbook there. Two weeks ago I got the dates for this years event and can't wait!:banana: When I couldn't sleep the next morning (Sat, 4:30AM) I started to think about getting my things in order for this years' event. Eventually my brain wondered to other things that needed to be done. Among them, I want to order a paver stone from Give Kids the World in memory of Levi.

This is where my brain did a funny thing! :rotfl:At about 5AM, Saturday before last, ideas collided! I decided I wanted to host a scrapbooking benefit with proceeds going to Make-A-Wish (MAW), in honor of Levi. And Scrapping for Wishes (S4W) was born!

Here is a bit from the email I sent MAW: "I am very excited for this idea. You see, I have been waiting over 2 years trying to find a way to help. My son, Levi, who was 16 months, died in 2007. It was not terminal illness, however, it was a careless driver. Right before, we spent 10 magical days in Disney World. I know not all wishes are Disney- related, but many are. And it is my memories of Levi there that I treasure most, that time we had together. I want to help other children have that sparkle of something magical happening, be it a dream job for a day, a much loved animal, or a fabulous vacation. And I want other mommies to be able to look back and remember, either at a harder time made special, b/c their baby got well, or the magical memories that will have to last forever, as I do now."

YES! It is in the works! I have a Facebook page. You can join here Scrapping for Wishes (http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=240114243175&ref=mf). Come on over and see all the amazing things that have happened in just 2 weeks! It is AMAZING!:cloud9:



Now for my kinda sad news. 3 weks ago, Matts hours got cut at work. We seem to just now be getting hit by economy issues. It is a scary time for us and budgeting is more important than ever. We have decided to postpone our VR, indefinitely. I can't forsee it happening this year. Hopefully, it can happen next year. I am ok, it is sad, but neccessary for our family right now.

So, I will be asking for this thread to be closed. I appreciate all of you who have followed along on my journey these past several years and hope that you find me again when we start planning something new!!!! Right now, that looks like a cruise on Dream in 2011. Cross your fingers for me!:hug: