megan_in_pink
09-27-2009, 08:54 PM
I just wanted to tell you great and caring people thanks. My mother passed away a little more then a month ago but has been out of the house for nearly 3 months now. I feel unsterstood here, I feel like the words you say are real.
My mother was was an alcoholic, was was not bad person just very un happy one. It hurt every minute of every day to think that my dad and me where not able to make her happy.
As I write this I crying, but I know all of you understand this pain also, so I am not going hide it.
But I just wanted to say thanks for giving me a home to vent. cry. feel happy, feel understood.
Alot of people say they understand, till they hear they whole story or till they see you happy for a short time.
You know how it is you ahve good days and then one really bad day. YOu can have one really good day and then something small sets you off.
My mother was was an alcoholic, was was not bad person just very un happy one. It hurt every minute of every day to think that my dad and me where not able to make her happy.
As I write this I crying, but I know all of you understand this pain also, so I am not going hide it.
But I just wanted to say thanks for giving me a home to vent. cry. feel happy, feel understood.
Alot of people say they understand, till they hear they whole story or till they see you happy for a short time.
You know how it is you ahve good days and then one really bad day. YOu can have one really good day and then something small sets you off.